Winning the Leybourne Group Slimming World Ms Slinky 2013 is a huge indication that I must be doing something right.
To date, I am just 2 lbs short of a 2 stone weight loss, having only joined the group in August 2013.
Thank you to my Slimming World group in Leybourne for all the support. Above all, thank you to my consultant, Beverley Conroy for being such an inspiration to everyone.
This was the speech that I delivered during the nomination night. This probably summarises my story.
To be obese and
fit in this society, is a big challenge.
But to be obese,
and have depression is an even bigger one.
I spent 11 years
of my life as an associate creative director for advertising. I wrote ads for
global brands like Neutrogena, McDonalds and Nike. I was earning the wage of a
stockbroker, I was on top of the world, and on top of my career. I was
independent, confident and driven.
All of that
changed when I got married and fell pregnant. I gained 3 stone in the span of
my pregnancy. I had preeclampsia, and had an emergency C-section. I was so
disillusioned by the reality of motherhood.
I didn’t realise that my little one can be more demanding than all of my
Marketing clients put together. I viewed it as an endless cycle of milk, pram
walking and poo cleaning. I turned to food to give me comfort. While my baby
cried, I would stuff myself with KFC. While she was sucking her milk bottle, I
would finish a litre of normal Coke.
I ballooned like
mad, and put on a lot of weight. I was diagnosed with post natal depression and
was prescribed a ton of anti-depressants.
I developed a
phobia that was social related. I became so scared of people. I felt shivers
down my spine and always felt anxious just thinking about going to Tescos. One day, while I was pushing the pram, a
teenage boy honked his car and said, “Hey Peppa Pig, out of my way!”
I cried
uncontrollably and felt devastated. I’ve never felt so humiliated in all my
life. The once confident, successful career woman has lost her identity. I was
at the lowest point of my life.
I told myself, I
had two choices—to carry on eating my way out of depression, or do something
about it.
One fateful day, I
saw a poster of Slimming World. I thought, maybe this was the help that I
needed.
I was a bag of nerves when I first entered to
have my induction. But I remember Beverley saying to me, “You’ve done the
hardest bit already, by walking through that door.”
Every pound that I lost each week is like a
light bulb that lit up my dark alley of misery. From the depressed woman who
couldn’t even utter a word in front of strangers, to someone talking before a
huge crowd today, I would say that I have already achieved a milestone. To be
nominated as Ms Slinky is a
huge honour for me.But to actually finish this speech without having panic
attack, for me is an even more remarkable triumph.
I saw my doctor
the other day and she was pleased with my progress. She saw a healthier, more confident me, and
as a result reduced the dose of my anti-depressants.
Thanks to Slimming
World, I no longer live in darkness.
Thanks to Slimming
World, I am reunited with my old self.
I am so fired up
to reach my target weight. When that happens, I can finally tell other Mums
with depression my story. I can tell
them that they too, can be strong and take control of their lives.
In a span of 12
weeks, I lost a lot of weight, and as result, gained a lot of confidence. I
almost am reunited with my old self. Now I can’t wait to get up each morning to
cook my meals , write my blog , and above all, see my baby's beautiful smile each day.